Nikam Rohit

This is me, holding you in my arms, so close, so tight, cozy at the same time. I have never imagined a creature so beautiful, so pure, so elegant as you would complete the other half of me. I still remember, remember the day when I was able to share the hidden, deeply burried secrets which I carried all the time. I can say that it was not love at the first sight but, a heartless creature was being just introduced to a flawless soul. It was your presence, your persona, your smile, all that a girl wants to possess, which made my rigid heart melt and mould itself into the shape which signified feelings, emotions, care & love. It was you who I wished in my prayers; those prayers have indeed came true after awhile. Gliding on your heart was as difficult as sliding down the Himalayas. I knew it was difficult to win you over the guy who already made his presence in your life. It was just my faith in my dreams, my prayers which made me come so far, so close to you. You made the right turn

Walking down the alley of darkness, I with a narrowed vision moved ahead with a snail like speed; a speed so constant that even my legs refused to identify it. The silence around me made me hear my heart which pounded hard, the fear of being lost making my breathing heavy. It felt like years have passed, I was walking, even sprinting sometimes in the search of light, but each of my effort was a total disaster, kept me in the unsolved puzzel, making me stand where it all began. Thoughts were endless so was my journey. I kept moving without a navigator, without sight in the search of light.

The time has cursed me, cursed me with a moment of solitude. Questioning the deeds I perform, the flaws in my act, your belief in me. It wasn't me who tried proving myself right all the time, all I did is tried burning the darkness away from your life, coming from the past, bashing the present, uneducating me about the future. Marching down your worries, fighting your fear, losing the negative frames you had, is all I've wished for. Getting you out in the bright lights, rainbowish world; where you paint your own future, sharp in strokes and warm in color, is all I have planned so far; but you are the one using the monochrome shade, jumbling your own pieces, unable to hide and stack. All you should do is, make a firm stand against the thing which disturbs you, shake your mental state. Fear would never be a peril, I guarantee. Just ignore the unknown and relive this gift we have received. Our faith, and the oath to be bonded forever is stumbled, never will it tumble. Its my soul