Nikam Rohit

Like the petals of ROSE , fallen on the desk, you've imprinted your soul on my tiny chest. Bright & dark, as the colors of death; shapes and sizes, all arrogance they posses. Parched & light, due to lack of moisture, even though costing as precious as an oyster. Shall I compare you to this fallen ROSE ; feeble and cold, anxious at your own immense world. The color so RED which narrate your moods; so lively, so happy, so much lost in the woods. Ferocious, villainous you are at your stem, but spreading the gaunt fragrance as a transparent gem. All I wish is, to have YOU for infinity, just this thought takes me in serenity. The truth I know, that one day YOU'll fade, but I promise to keep you alive in this writing trade. Till the end, let me praise YOUR beauty, so is my job, so I call my duty. Like the petals of ROSE fallen on the desk, You've imprinted your soul making this tiny piece, a vivacious chest...

I want to confess! The things I've kept hidden, from YOU , though its late, though its waste. It was your first glimpse which made my eyes search for you, in the silence of the classroom, in the restless quad, in the aromatic canteen, on your way back home. Those few moments we share together, making Me think of you more than ever. I now confess all the things I've kept hidden this far, hidden from you, from the world so vast. Just your smile makes my soul go crazy, every time you talk with me, the time goes lazy. Lost in the laziness of the time, I lye here wondering, "When will my subconscious heart express its conscious feelings, such is the theme of the dreams I'm weaving." Collecting the courage was all I did this far, even though not subtle enough to stack up the words in this final hour. Some how I managed to create this piece, unable to elaborate till its finest keys. This is the confession I make, in front of YOU , "That I have a crush on you!...

It was your immaculate voice which made me feel your presence around me. In blink of a second I was parellel to one of the most exquisite pair of eyes, I've seen hiding behind a pair of metalic black framed glasses. They were loud, vivacaious, anxious, trying to cry aloud; talking more than herself. Face so blank, so pale, but dazzling at the same time. Hair so messed up, parched, but glowing in the light bouncing from the wall. So lively, so colossal, so freezing was her presence. Both of this bodies knew each other, but refused to wave across. So distitute was our relationship, tied under a link of conversation on the messenger. Though it was a vulgar act we both followed, but it was a jubilant thing to experience, keeping our identities hidden to the teasing society. So solemn, so tiny, so mysterious was this relationship.

This is me, holding you in my arms, so close, so tight, cozy at the same time. I have never imagined a creature so beautiful, so pure, so elegant as you would complete the other half of me. I still remember, remember the day when I was able to share the hidden, deeply burried secrets which I carried all the time. I can say that it was not love at the first sight but, a heartless creature was being just introduced to a flawless soul. It was your presence, your persona, your smile, all that a girl wants to possess, which made my rigid heart melt and mould itself into the shape which signified feelings, emotions, care & love. It was you who I wished in my prayers; those prayers have indeed came true after awhile. Gliding on your heart was as difficult as sliding down the Himalayas. I knew it was difficult to win you over the guy who already made his presence in your life. It was just my faith in my dreams, my prayers which made me come so far, so close to you. You made the right turn ...

Walking down the alley of darkness, I with a narrowed vision moved ahead with a snail like speed; a speed so constant that even my legs refused to identify it. The silence around me made me hear my heart which pounded hard, the fear of being lost making my breathing heavy. It felt like years have passed, I was walking, even sprinting sometimes in the search of light, but each of my effort was a total disaster, kept me in the unsolved puzzel, making me stand where it all began. Thoughts were endless so was my journey. I kept moving without a navigator, without sight in the search of light.

The time has cursed me, cursed me with a moment of solitude. Questioning the deeds I perform, the flaws in my act, your belief in me. It wasn't me who tried proving myself right all the time, all I did is tried burning the darkness away from your life, coming from the past, bashing the present, uneducating me about the future. Marching down your worries, fighting your fear, losing the negative frames you had, is all I've wished for. Getting you out in the bright lights, rainbowish world; where you paint your own future, sharp in strokes and warm in color, is all I have planned so far; but you are the one using the monochrome shade, jumbling your own pieces, unable to hide and stack. All you should do is, make a firm stand against the thing which disturbs you, shake your mental state. Fear would never be a peril, I guarantee. Just ignore the unknown and relive this gift we have received. Our faith, and the oath to be bonded forever is stumbled, never will it tumble. Its my soul...

Twilight spread over the sky, chirpings of birds who were making their way back to their woven nests, everything loosing its pace due to the falling dawn. My heart, still as the lake in front of me which was yelling out loud the songs of blossom. Appreciating the beauty which nature posses. I was in the heavens haven, where the life cherished without any arguments, without any failure. I was lost, lost in the land where there was no point of return, losing my consciousness I was lying on the soft green bed. Everything was soon as blurry as the reflection on water, I was going to escape. Escape from all the worldly ties, rituals, formalities, duties, most of all this body which carried me so long. It all started fading. “Everything which has a life has an end.” But this is not the way it should have ended in my case. I am not rich nor I am poor, I stand somewhere in between. Happy with all I had, nothing to worry about, I was living my life to its fullest. A family, so caring that you ...